seasons are a changin

it's spring. i love the cool crisp air. i very much love that we can go outside and jamie can run. sami likes to sit outside in my lap and look around. i want a fence for my backyard, but it's so dang expensive that i'm not sure that'll happen. sometimes i feel like all i do when billy comes home is tell him another thing i want to buy and spend his hard worked for money on. soo, i am trying to convince myself it's ok not to have one this second. i do however want a swingset badly :-) jamie will love it and sami will be out there this summer too probably.. and it'll save me gas money right? haha. back to the weather.. i love spring, fall is my absolute favorite (i live for hoodie and flipflop weather) summer is actually not a season i really look forward to, sunshine is great, and if i didn't have babies to watch and run after and load up and carry around, maybe i'd be in a better head space about it, but i hate being hot and sweaty. i don't mind winter, this one was very long, but i like being cozy and inside. i look forward to days when i can do to the pool and the girls can splash and swim and i can just soak up rays on the side. i have memories of swimming with my mom (we had a pool down the hill in the park behind our house and would swim like every day) and i wanted her to sit on the side so i could use her legs to float on.. she never wanted to, and i understand that now.. probably wasn't as appealing or comfortable for her as it was for me. :-) this post is random.. as am i. well, that's all for now!