not much, just rambling

i got nothing exciting to say. the girls are both doing well. jamie lately has been defiant in everyway she can be. she is still a good girl, but if you tell her no, she says "DON'T", if you do something she says "NO, ME DO IT!", if you tell her to be quiet, she screams.. and she screams LOUD.. very loud and very often. I know this is due to her being 2, but i also think this is just her personality. I remember her as a baby just squealing.. and it was the loudest squeal i've ever heard from a baby. i hope she calms down a bit.. i'm thinkin social interaction is something she needs.. hearing no from someone else, or seeing other people's reactions maybe will make her realize. i am thinking i'm going to sign her up somewhere next fall for a once or couple times a week preschool, probably at a church, for a few hrs. it'll be good for her. both the girls are so clingy with me, which i love that they love me, but i think it's bc i am the only one who is in charge, and we are together everyday. Sami won't really go to anyone for long without just crying until i hold her.. and as soon as i do, she is fine. people ask if she's a good baby and i say "for me she is" but poor billy, she's not very nice to him sometimes.. he's a wonderful daddy to both of them, once sami grows up a bit, she will realize that daddy is alot of fun.. as jamie has realized. she can't wait for him to get home so they can play in the basement, or outside, or go to "mards" (Menards) together. Speaking of sam, like i said she's a good baby. she still doesn't like being on her tummy at all, but she can sit up by herself and reach for things without falling over. she's pretty cute, loves her jumperoo and will be in there for hours if we let her.. and that's a nice break for my arms! She sleep through the night and naps pretty consistently lately. She's eating baby food and babbling alot. Billy and I are truly blessed. I love my girls more and more each day and am so thankful for my babies and my hubby.. and my whole family, friends and life for that matter! thanks for reading!