day outs are mandatory!

ahh. today i went and met my friend and fellow mommy lyndi for an afternoon out. we saw Bride Wars. it was good. i laughed and was able to just relax. after that we walked around the shopping center then got some chips and guacamole. we sat and talked.. mostly about our babies.. but it was so nice to be able to talk and carry on a conversation without having to worry about a squirmy fussy baby and other people around you who may get annoyed if your babies becomes whiney or screams like jamie does! after that we parted ways and i wandered around hobby lobby and target. it felt kinda like a day i would have had before i became a mom. i really miss those carefree days, but i do love my life now. i have decided that time outs like today are necessary. i have been uneasy about being away from jamie, but i think it really is needed sometimes and i am going to start trying new things and taking care of myself more. but today was wonderful and i want to thank my husband billy for watching jamie so i could go have fun. billy is a wonderful husband and tolerates me and my moods and gripes very well. i love you billy! mwah!