snow day!!!

today was a snow day! billy got to work from home and it made my week. hopefully he gets to work from home tomorrow too. i love snow days.. always have. a little update.. things are going good. we are all adjusting well. jamie amazes me, i was so worried about her accepting sam, but she really has. she gives her kisses and hugs and wants to hold "baby yam". she is such a big girl, she talks and understands everything and i have to remind myself she isn't even 2 yet when i get frustrated she isn't listening or whines a little. sami is a great baby, but is pretty quirky. she makes more noise than jamie ever did, alot of grunting and growling and squealing.. just because, not even when she's pooping her pants. we're still figuring out sleep, but i am not sleep deprived like i was with jamie (in hindsight.. why did i ever complain with only 1 baby to worry about?!) she's only 3 weeks old, so i have time to get the sleep figured out.. mainly it's just that she likes to sleep on me or next to me, and bc she's so loud, we end up on the couch alot just so billy can get some good sleep bc he has to go to work and function. i've been breastfeeding her, but still haven't found it to come easy or naturally like some women do. i'm jealous of those women. she's doing good, alot better than jamie did, but i often feel like she doesn't get full from me.. mainly bc she always seems hungry, so we do supplement with formula. i'm actually proud of myself for sticking with it as long as i have. i plan to keep trying as much as i can, but i'm not going to be hard on myself, or try not to, if i do end up giving her formula fulltime. billy has been so great, i have the best husband. he is considerate and sweet and my best friend. he's seen me at my worst and still looks at me with loving eyes. i'm one lucky lady. christmas is coming quick and i'm excited, especially bc my sister will be coming back again.. maybe i can convince her to move here... tonight i'm going to try to get a family picture of the 4 of us in front of the tree.. if it turns out, maybe i'll send out christmas cards/baby announcements. that's all for now!