i am still here..

i've sat a few times trying to think of something to blog about.. which i don't really prefer, i like my blogs to be a natural thing, something i want to talk about or share. alot has been going on, but nothing at the same time. I went with my mom to visit my sister in CO a few weeks ago. I hadn't flown in like 7yrs, so that was an adventure in itself. we had a good time while we were there, i loved being able to see where tammy spends her life and we got to see the new house that they are going to be moving to. it also was pretty nice waking up slowly and not having to attend to babies for days! i wish we lived closer, i miss my sister.. when we were younger we were not close at all.. enemies even :-) but that was all due to immaturity and age difference (cool 18yr old vs annoying 10yr old is a bit hard to make work) but as we've grown, we've become very close and i love it. maybe one day we'll live in the same town again.. luckily we can talk/email or skype to make it through! coming home was great and the girls were on excellent behavior for billy (as always). why do they like to save their "bad" behavior for me only? :-) actually they've been sweet lately, and i'm proud of both of them. Billy's sister niki had her baby last week! and going to see their sweet newborn baby girl Lilly just amazes me and makes me think my girls were once that small.. it doesn't seem possible! can't wait to have more babies, but we will for a little while, my 2 girls keep me busy enough! next month is my bday and i'm already planning my day away (my bday gift to myself!) billy is going to take the day off and i'll do whatever floats my boat during the day, probably shop, maybe a massage or haircut, then we are going to go to dinner and an improv show. i love my bday.. who doesn't love a day that is like a dedicated personal holiday that you don't have to share? haha. well i guess i did have some stuff to say afterall! will try to get some more stuff up sooner than later.